A few months ago, my stepfather gave his life to Jesus. He humbly stepped out in need, raising his hand at the end of the church service to pray the sinner’s prayer with the Pastor.
And together we smiled. We wept. We rejoiced.
We thanked the Lord for changing his heart and calling him near.
And while his walk with the Lord is new, while it requires daily discipline, it also requires grace. It requires the grace and understanding that must come from us, his family. And it also requires the warm blanket of God’s grace and God’s love that my stepfather needs to cover himself in.
I know his need for grace because I’ve watched him turn down the opportunity to pray, passing it along to someone he considered more experienced, more well-versed.
I’ve watched him self-consciously rush through a prayer, worried that something was missing from his attempt.
I’ve watched him say a prayer in the form of a phone call to God, thinking his comedic approach might relieve him from being asked to pray again in the future.
But I’ve also watched him pray from his heart, getting choked up in the moment and unable to finish his thoughts except for a humbled and tear-stricken “Amen.”
And you know, of all these examples mentioned I have no doubt that God’s favorite, the one that touched His heart most was the last. I have no doubt that the imperfect, unfinished prayer was His favorite because it was in that moment that my stepfather’s true heart was revealed. He may not have been able to finish his thoughts, but you can believe that God knew how to fill in the blanks. You see, if there is one thing I have learned it’s that in prayer God cares less about the words you use, and more about the condition of your heart.
Pieces of Jessika©